Moods

Lately I have been having the most intense, weird, sometimes scary dreams. Last night I dreamed that my childhood best friend - Katie, was alive again, except she was dying of something. (In real life she died suddenly). It was a horrible because her mom had to go through her death all over again.

I've been moody this week. When I'm moody like this I really want to hide in my apartment. Too bad I don't have my own apartment anymore. I think I need a vacation. Which is something I won't be getting until Christmas. I think I'm also pissy because I miss my friends. They seem to have scattered themselves across the globe. Some permanently, some temporarily. I need a hug damnit.
I picture myself today as a crab with a hoody on. The hood is pulled up over it's head with only the crabby eyes poking out.

The sun is actually out today. It seems like I haven't seen it in awhile. It's becoming increasingly darker as I leave work in the afternoon.

I think I'm going to get tired of waiting to go to Japan.