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Why have I developed a complex about not being smart enough? When did I start to doubt my abilities as a student? As a human? Why do I have this idea that I was this horrible undergrad? I reread through most of my college evaluations today. I am shocked at how mixed they are. Most of them are good or excellent. I think I just tended to focus on the bad. In fact, even the ones that are "bad" aren't all bad, just the exams. I have never been a good test-taker.

This revelation is certainly good in my quest to figure out my life. The more I think about nursing the more interesting it becomes. I need to do more resesearch and I really want to spend a working day with a nurse to see what it's like. It can't all be as exciting as ER, Scrubs, and House.

Highlights of my weekend include -

Finding a ladybug hitching a ride on my bike after my 15 miler today.
Getting a pack of Mitsuya Cider candy at the store that is almost more tasty than the beverage. Including fizziness.
A massage from my sister and her friend at the SAME TIME. Post-bike ride. GOD I love having people studying massage in my life. love. it.
Three new shirts. One from mom, one from sister, one from me. I can only wear one of them to the temp job.
I can now do 15 FULL push-ups without stopping
My little niece drew me a map of her neighborhood

I found a reason to not dread work tomorrow.

Oh, and my nerdy sister just informed me that the prostate gland is "donut shaped".