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Jul. 11th, 2006
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Jul. 11th, 2006 07:31 pmI'm dreading work again tomorrow. Last week was SO GOOD. I always had something to do. There was no shortage of projects. Now it's back to pretending to be busy throughout the day. You would think that since I'm working 3 hours less per day I would never have a problem filling the time. I really think the person who did this job before me was either 1. a big liar, or 2. incredibly slow. There's no way there was ever 40 hours worth of work there. Possibly 20. Definitely not 25, which is what I'm trying to do. Today I spent an hour making packets. This is my "last resort" project when there's really REALLY nothing to do. I'm worried for tomorrow. I just want to poke my eyes out when I have to ask for projects. "Mooommm, there's nothing to do...I'm BORED." That's what it feels like.
The cancer also made me cry for the first time today. I can't really tell you why, since it's patient information; but let's just say that it gets sad. You know. I don't need to tell you. It's cancer.
I had a GOOD run after work today. I trotted along one of my favorite city trails and kept a good pace, even up and down hills. I always think I'm hot shit until I get passed by some 16 year old gazelle running along at light speed like it's nothing. This is exactly what happened today. Even more annoying she was running in white cotton shorty shorts. Like HELL I would run in something like that. Can we say "thigh chaffing"? She didn't even have thighs yet. Dan whipper schnappers! *shakes fist*
Whenever something like that happens I always wish I could give them a run for their money on the bike or in the pool. That'll teach 'em. Down ego....down girl!
Sigh, anyway....I really don't want to go to work tomorrow. More so, I want to quit dreading it. It's SO GREAT when I have piles of stuff to do. I know most people have the opposite problem. It will be different if I get hired because I'll be filling in for my coworker who's being promoted. There's a whole other thing...when in the hell are they going to let me know?
I think I'm dehydrated.
The cancer also made me cry for the first time today. I can't really tell you why, since it's patient information; but let's just say that it gets sad. You know. I don't need to tell you. It's cancer.
I had a GOOD run after work today. I trotted along one of my favorite city trails and kept a good pace, even up and down hills. I always think I'm hot shit until I get passed by some 16 year old gazelle running along at light speed like it's nothing. This is exactly what happened today. Even more annoying she was running in white cotton shorty shorts. Like HELL I would run in something like that. Can we say "thigh chaffing"? She didn't even have thighs yet. Dan whipper schnappers! *shakes fist*
Whenever something like that happens I always wish I could give them a run for their money on the bike or in the pool. That'll teach 'em. Down ego....down girl!
Sigh, anyway....I really don't want to go to work tomorrow. More so, I want to quit dreading it. It's SO GREAT when I have piles of stuff to do. I know most people have the opposite problem. It will be different if I get hired because I'll be filling in for my coworker who's being promoted. There's a whole other thing...when in the hell are they going to let me know?
I think I'm dehydrated.
