Eeek!

For the past few weeks I've been really excited about moving to Japan. Then, all of the sudden, I've become terrified again. I've been tired lately, and it seems to have gotten cold and dark here quickly. All I really want to do is be inside in my jammies watching old movies. If you're wondering - no I'm not depressed. In fact, I'm fairly chipper. I think I just seem to be craving comfort and family right now. That makes the thought of going to Japan unpleasant. I'm sure that many days in Japan will be spent feeling sad, lonely, homesick, tear-filled, cold, hungry, angry and whatever else I might feel. I know I will also feel wonder, joy, love, excitement, and curiosity.

Right now I want my teddy bear. OK, that's a lie. I want my mommy.

Today my boss had me make new basket labels for our file system. This involved the removal of zip ties that the previous person had apparently tightened with all of their might. I actually cried a little they were so irritating to remove. I broke a pair of scissors and a box knife trying to get them off. After spending two hours printing, laminating, and replacing the labels I come back from break to find my boss taking them off. She then sheepishly tells me they are the wrong size and not on correctly. Who gives a fuck?! They're stupid FILE LABELS. They are only their so the idiots in the office don't file stuff incorrectly.
AGRRRGGGGGGG!!!