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Feb. 20th, 2006 08:23 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
ladibug21I'm having another impatient day. Three more weeks. I know, know, I'll be homesick and sad when I get there; but right now I just want to go go go. The idea of going back to my really slow and sometimes boring desk job sounds so yucky right now. I'm ready for an adventure. I think this is how I was supposed to feel when I went off to college. I did not feel this way then. I felt scared. I didn't want to move to Olympia (I don't know how people can move across the country when they are 18). I knew I HAD to or I'd never grow. Those first three months were so hard. I was still such a mamma's girl. (I know, I know I still am, shut yer trap)
It looks like the clouds have returned. It still feels cold as it was yesterday. It's so cold in the morning that little fat n' fuzzy hops up on the bed and sticks her wet cold nose on me. I am going to miss her so much when I'm there. However lately I've realized that not taking her to Japan is really the right decision. I'm going to be really busy when I'm there and I'm going to be traveling whenever I get the chance. I would feel so guilty leaving her alone all the time. Besides, she'd get really fat from all the fish I'd feed her.
It looks like the clouds have returned. It still feels cold as it was yesterday. It's so cold in the morning that little fat n' fuzzy hops up on the bed and sticks her wet cold nose on me. I am going to miss her so much when I'm there. However lately I've realized that not taking her to Japan is really the right decision. I'm going to be really busy when I'm there and I'm going to be traveling whenever I get the chance. I would feel so guilty leaving her alone all the time. Besides, she'd get really fat from all the fish I'd feed her.
